♣ R I D E R; and I was waiting under the sun for you.

and I was waiting under the sun for you.

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

24 JUNE 2008

Didn't had a great rest as there were so many undone things to be settled over here. Having a lousy backache and took last minute off from Banquet as I am having a appointment to the bike shop located at boon keng area. Secondly, I just want to have some-time to have a hairdo.

After surveying and stuffs, It is damn bloody expensive which I can't afford to get one. Spark 135z + 3rd Party Insurance $6150. WTH. and with 2nd Party Insurance , It will cost me $6836.
And without Insurance will cost me $4920. Feeling so stress about these stuffs. Damn confused. Feeling so shity and moodless.

Sunday, June 22, 2008

Get back to ENTRIES!

It's Sunday today and it supposed to be family day but I didn't made it one. Went for some Part Time Job at Downtown East. Did set-up and clearing for the whole day. Hafiz and me the only 2 staffs work. HARD-TIME we met. Stuck at some very tough situation but there were none for help. 5 mins , quite long, but we did it. Just some very stupid heavy stuffs to cause us a hard day before finishing work. Lunch was at Burger King. So full man till our fries all can't even finish. Faisal was absolutely crazy, he got a off day and he was grumbling he was so bored and feeling uneasy at home. He cycle all the way here and came to ballroom. He helped us bits and there. Thanks alot Faisal. After work was Dj-ing at the Dj Console over the foyer. Join Fad! hahaha. Thanks man for letting us to play along with the turntables and stuffs. It is great to spin the disc and playing some nice songs. Dinner was at WhiteSands Shopping Centre with Vege Boy and Wei Meng. Bus 88 home after everything.

Yesterday was Sentosa Day. Headed there every Saturday as usual. This time round with more people and different people. Suppose to meet Lincoln at the food centre but he was late. Very late I sweared! He rang me, ask me buy lunch and wait for him at the bus-stop. After waiting 30 mins, finally arrived with is Suzuki Swift. Drove in to Siloso. Played Volleyball and Tanned whole day LONG. Weilun & Leon & Jun Zhuo joined us later. The world is so small that actually Collin is Lincoln BMT mates. LOL.

feeling so de-moralised, sad, ugly and awful now.
Body skin are peeling every where especially those BURNT part.
arghhhhhh...

Friday, June 20, 2008

19th June 2008

YES. I passed my Motorbike TP. Certified to be a rider.

After everything was hike. YCK - AMK - HG - SRG - CC. Omg, shopping spree today. Bought a couple pairs of shoes and then headed to Chomp Chomp with Vc to celebrate my happiness and also his farewell for NS enlistment. Ate a feast which we ever had. Spend alot on the food and was so full until both of us get bloated and stuffed! 15 Satays, 8 Chickens Wing, $6 Sugar Cane Juice. 2 Plates of Hokkien Mee. Such a killer man. Chill out was a Liquid Kitchen. I m happy and glad today.

to be a better man - robbie williams.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

YES I'm strong. Perseverance is getting stronger which makes me grow stronger. I m feeling stronger now.

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

I think I need to start to find a job, need an income desperately. What I think I really spend alot and lead to overspent sometimes. This week won't be as free as before. Fully packed with activities. Had an enjoyable day yesterday with DA JIE CHELLE. Headed to Downtown East for swimming followed by Kbox. So crazy and fun that we so much song which actually we just can't pronounce the words/lyrics. Today was work but feeling so tired as didn't sleep well last night. Work was fun, great, slack and also CRAZY. It is crazy to have chairs lifting competition. That was really incredible. Dad fetched me home after my work today. Was so tired that after washing up, i went to bed.

I m feeling so awful now. My skin were peeling especially on my face. I m so ugly now. I hate sunburnt. It sucks.

never take things for granted, you will never own. I make sure u will have a hard time.
idk what you want. stop playing along with MOOD.

Sunday, June 15, 2008

The game is over.

Saturday, June 14, 2008

BURNT!

Yes. finally get down to the beach once again. Was rather lucky it didn't rain and was too lucky as the sun was rather too strong to play along with. Played damn long at the court beside cafe del mar as was keeping owning that court. The winning feeling is so great but actually not all our opponent was strong and 2ndly the net was not up to standard yet. What I feeling about myself I did dare to say I improve in my setting and it is really better than before. It was fun to get back on a court and play a proper game. Headed to Pasir Ris to meet Esmond for K box session, sad to say when we reach there, it was full. So I got to carry with my plan. Meet Catherine for dinner after her soccer tournament at Boon Lay, it was like so far. Supposingly to have our dinner at serangoon but ended up at compass point. Slacking at Starbuck was followed by dinner. Get home after our slacking session. I was in pain now actually. WHOLE body was sunburnt and even my face was burnt badly. It sucks. I swear.

Friday, June 13, 2008

This world can be overpowering when the futility of the individual is brought to ones attention. The general issues of everyday modern life are not the problem because they can usually be managed by juggling schedules or, at worst, through procrastination and avoidance. No, they are not the worry. The significant struggles of the day are the ones caused by fear. Of course, the basis of these worries is different for each of us, however, the effect on our psyches and our heart is the basis of our future.

Work today was same but fun. Hide and Seek and some funny stuffs happened. People who came for interview for Banquet at downtown east is getting more and more. KFC at whitesand and Pasar Malam at punggol was last. Got a beanie BEAR. :)

I'll confess
I'm a mess
I haven't eaten
I haven't slept
There isn't a secret
I haven't kept

Cliche but I will say
You make me sick

EverydayI wake up and start to scream
No wonder why I never dream

You could give any child a nightmare
You could give any adult a gray hair

Or many nightmares, many hairsmany tears for many years and
Excuse me but I'll stop this rhyme

so maybe you'll understand this time --
You Make me sick.

the feeling.

Saturday, June 07, 2008

Last Day of Work at Life Entertainment

My very last day of work. I don't know why I smiled all way long today. Everyone was asking me why are you so happy. Grab those bosses name card. I promised I will come back to support u guys. Actually I was kinda sad today as I don't really bear to leave everyone. I love working there really, everyone was treating me so nice. Exchanged number with loads of customers. Customers treat me as friends instead of staff working there. Buy me chocolates, whatever. I really appreciate those coffee you guys bought from 7-11, the chocolates. Well, lastly I really hope everything gonna be fine. Not sleeping now is not because I wanted to get my feeling out and blog this, it was because I gonna go to work in an hour time. Working 7am at Downtown East. But I guess I will be rather shag and weak. Too tired.

Friday, June 06, 2008

GoodBye.

My matrix watch had spoilt. That's a really bad news. A goodbye to you, thanks for being so hot and made me hot among everyone and telling me the time daily. Farewell watch. Time to get back to my beloved adidas.

Last 2nd Day of Work

Just got back from work. Was rather late because went supper at Bugis Street food centre with my manager Edmund, a customer Nelson and his girlfriend. Today was damn damn busy. Crowd came in all at the same time, totally no time to entertain customers. Business was rather good and I m leaving in 2 days time. Zhen Jie came to me again. She is a very good boss but do nag sometime. She came and physco me to stay again today chatted for quite long. I was rather soft hearted as they really treat me damn bloody well. Alot customers don't know about I m leaving and some still even get my number saying next time can call you to reserve seats or call you to ask you whether the place packed anot before coming down. Well, I was rather confused too actually. I just always hope there will be a tomorrow for me. I have no time I guess. Maybe just let myself take a break. Now have to carry to do my inventory for yesterday and today. Have to past down back to my manager all the paperwork already. Finally no need get to so late and do my inventory. WHEEEEE....... Xiao Yu begged me today. So funny. begged me to just stay and work for just one more week to teach her everything before I leave. I was like saying you guys can always call me to ask whenever u guys are stucked in operating some machine or cash register, feel free and pleasure to help. :) Been a great time working with you guys. It's bad to say I m the 1st Staff to be there and 1st Staff to leave. HAHA.

Well, shall elaborate more next time. Had to rush my paperwork then grab some rest and sleep before working tomorrow. Friday, I guess will be another busy night again. :)

Thursday, June 05, 2008

Just another working day

Just back from work and doing my inventory. So stress doing paperwork. Sigh. Business was rather good today. Had a great chat with everyone. Even with the Ang Mo who came today. They praised me. OMG. Well, I love chatting with them as they are much more friendly than Singaporean seriously speaking. Well, lets countdown. 2 More Days. I m free from my work or job. I leaving this job of mine in 2 days time. Friday is my last day of work. Zhen Jie speaks to me, ask me not to leave. Mr Ang also, and also Daniel. John encouraged; keep it up. Great Job. Actually I really love this job. All the bosses treat me well and also try to physco me to stay and carrying work for them till my NS time. Due to some reason, I really have to quit and leave this place. I swear I love the job and the environment. Zhen Jie ask me to think about it before I really going off this friday. Mr Ang talk alot of crap with me and made my laughed as I m leaving. Daniel say ask me eat more things here, or else no chance to eat the things and the delicious fried rice from the restaurant above our work place. Thanks Edmund for being so understanding. Although I might play an important role to you guys, but I really have to leave but I m always there to help if you need so. Actually I also didn't expect I could survive for 1 month. It has been my pleasure working for you guys. I learnt alot. I believe you guys are the best bosses I ever had. I seriously never really got any scolding from you all but at times we shouted at each other.

2 June 2008 - a day to remember.

The very 1st time I ever got drunk. Chivas, Green Tea, Beer. Tah Tah Tah. Thanks Simon. Thanks Liu De Hwa. Apologies to Ah Yong, my driver. Had to make you wash car till crazy. Thanks Edmund for pushing my head out of the window throughout the journey back and thanks for sending me back to my doorsteps.
Within less than an hour before going home, I got drunk and vomitted like a merlion. What I vomitted was whatever I ate and drink, I even vomitted blood. So scary. At that moment, I tot I was really gonna die soon. The feeling sucks I sweared! It is damn awful. Vomitted all the way from Orchard Road till Sengkang. Even at my own house. I swear I made my parents clean like hell. When I was brought to bed, I rolled off and continue vomitting all night long non-stop. This is a nightmare and an awful experience I ever had. It was a phobia and nightmare. I swear. I believed friday I gonna get it again before I leave my beloved work place. :(