and I was waiting under the sun for you.
Saturday, March 31, 2007
It was an early post today. I woke up early because of work once again.
This time round my holidays wasn't that great. I don't even have my beauty sleep which I always wanted.
Luckily got work help me to kill my time. Had been working for this whole week except for monday.
Sometimes I just have no time for any other activites which some others will not understand and give and take.
Had a great chat with biling ytd and she share her problem :) And I think that sometimes we cannot look forward to future as we might not know what might happened to u. So we look forward to tomorrow.
What I guess, I have wasted my time last few weeks, by not finding stuffs to do. Spent money on uneccesary stuffs. Actually what I really wanted is to settle down, been care and loved :) Thats it. Besides that work hard is another important issue for me as MONEY talks.
I just want to pay my bills and fees as I am that kind don't really spend on shopping.
But sad to say, I really have no time which lots of pple won't understand.
Alright, I am going off to work. :) *hungry*
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
It was been so tiring working for the weekends.
Aches are everywhere and I m in great pain.
Haven been sporting and my fitness drop alot. :(
Sometimes stuff are yet to childish for u to follow.
Is money that MATTERs.
No Matter what, I gonna work hard.
Saturday, March 24, 2007
is time for work and save.
CLEAR my BILLS.
SAVE FOR MY FUTURE.
hasn't been feeling well recently.
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
I bought a saving insurance today. I am not sure what am I doing either. Am I really that stupid? Do I really need those things. I asked myself. Sometimes I don't really know why. I am actually just worried that what documents I m signing. I m now feeling abit regret, but no point regretting, whatever it is. I already signed it.
I m just worried about what I had invested in. I hope is not a bad one. One more thing I am worried is about my finance problem. I am broke and my life went miserable. I have no handphone now and I can't contact anyone. I always wanted to buy a new handphone but I don't have the money. I m so confused. I don't even know what had happened to me. Year 2007 doesnt seems a good year for me.
Ya, exactly. It's holidays now and I am jobless. I wanted to find a flexible part time job but I couldn't. Some of the friends just keep on influence me to spend on some unecessary stuffs. I hope from today onwards I can save up and control in whatever I spend and continue in my investment and hope everything go smoothly for me.
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Have been sleeping quite late recently.
But at least I got my sleep. But i guess is still not enough.
Woke up quite early. Had 2 buns for breakfast and a cup of hot milo.
Headed to driving lesson. wasn't that great as before as today was using 106.
106 is not as good condition as 107. No choice I have to accept it.
My skills went totally opposite. Everything went wrong. I wondering how am I going face the tester on 3rd july.
After lesson, went off to hougang to meet raymond and sijin.
KFC was my dinner at 7.30pm. Yummy but not THIGHS. =(
Library was after meals follow by supermarket shopping.
I bought gummies and instant prata.
Preparing for tmr breakfast.
Sometimes ppl just don't appreciate what u do for them.
But why there are still idiots who do so much and care so much while some just dont appreciate it.
It was like so stupid.
If you wanna take me as a punching bag, go ahead. VEND your anger on me.
I jollywell take it.
Monday, March 19, 2007
once again it was the "BEST' holiday ever.
I got all the time which i didnt really wants.
I m broke. But i still wanting to enjoy my life.
especially on BILLIARDS and FOOD.
Have been sleeping, online-ing non stop for these few days.
but i m still tired.
alright, i got an injure middle toe which was so funny and painful.
i played soccer yesterday which i supposed to meet my 2005 classmates for a basketball sessions.
Not bad. At least got to meet them. Enjoy with them. Den i m off for my match.
It has been sweet of them spend 45 mins to watch the match i played.
after the match we had our lunch and kuku send me home :)
Thanks everyone.
Friday, March 16, 2007
some stuff can't be hurry.
everything takes time to learn and get into the right or correct ways.
but some just understand.
It was war since last week and finally everything is over which allow me to get off my mind.
But suddenly some bad stuffs came to my mind.
why must it always be in this way.
studies? work? money?
I'm just too tired. seriously very tired about everything in my life.
just need to get out.
I am broke, I want to work, I can't. I m lazy.
How am I gonna survive,
It was you all who wanted me in this way.
Now I m at the dead end.
I admit I over-spent.
But is my leisure for working hard for the past 18 years in my life.
Whats wrong with rewarding myself once.
sometime i feel that i m damn stupid.
just very useless. sacrifice everything.
what did i have in return?
is just a simple word.
'NOTHING'
Thursday, March 15, 2007
yups. finally my exams are over .
went to Butter Factory and Ministry Of Sound just now.
Was Fun with all the GUYS :)
Is The Starting Of The Holiday and I really wanna start work.
Going to find a job very soon :)
Sunday, March 11, 2007
3 more papers, i will be out :)
my freedom will be there.
driving driving driving.
Friday, March 09, 2007
alright. report handed in. :)
projects are done.
is mugging time.
start to study and catch up.
after wed, you will be out of JAIL.
Thursday, March 08, 2007
YAWNING day for me.
23 times of yawns during accounts lessons.
was asked for 1 to 1 coaching of accounts.
at least i understand abit but my favourite is still stock.
after lesson. forgot about my hp charging in the class.
an teacher took it and confiscated it. :(
thats bad. i went to look for him for it and he refused to return it back to me.
what the hell. what if I have emergency?
he insisted to pass it to mrs lam.
no choice, i ask miss tan took it for me and she had to inform mrs lam abt that incident.
miss tan had to go for her lunch, so i proceed to mrs lam and told her the incident as i don't want to stop and delay miss tan for her lunch.
full of craps from mrs lam.
but is okay.
driving lesson was sucky. i didnt progress much today.
but i learn quite a number of new stuffs.
once again got to attend school tomorrow. till 1pm. thats long.
as usual driving lesson tmr. and night got to study i suppose.
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
No one could really understand what I want.
There is no point explaining.
Even you understand, will you step back to let me take the lead?
NOPE, no one will let me.
I m LOST.
Thursday, March 01, 2007
Everything goes wrong today.
;(
