♣ R I D E R; and I was waiting under the sun for you.

and I was waiting under the sun for you.

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Sometimes is just not that simple.
I have been trying very hard, just that i couldn't make myself awake.
It have a been a long tiring weeks as I am having a very exclusive packed schedule.

Sometimes I really think that life is not just only work and studies, is about enjoy.
But I don't even know what I really want.
Am I too greedy?
I want to win, I want to achieve, I want this, I want that.
I tried questioning myself what I really want, but I just couldn't get an answer.
Not even GOD answer me.

I planned my schedule nicely, I followed. But my activites are too tiring.
Everytime after my activites, I felt tired and I am off to bed.
I tried not to skip dinner, but sometimes is just the TIREDNESS.
My life is about SPORTS. I should try to let go.
I need the energy. I need the alertness. I need the power.

Someone introduce me some drugs. I tot of it. But I didn't.

School was uninteresting nowadays. I chosen my elective.
I took entrepuership, not sure whether i get in anot.
My class 85% chosen Personal Taxation, and some even physco me to join them.
Sorry guys, is not i don't want to join. It is about my interest.
Because I don't want to repeat some history again.

Had fun during lunch after school.
Always looking forward to the craps me and friends getting together.
That was my happiest entertainment.

Reach home and had an hour NAP.
Woke Up, wash up and proceed to driving lesson.
Wasn't that great, almost met an accident. =(
Only manage to get 1 CHOP!
waste my $$ .
I hate it. I gonna learn seriously.
I don't care. BY MAY.

Once again , tomorrow will be a long day. Having training and WITS meeting.
All the best for tmr to me. =p

Saturday, January 27, 2007

Once again it was a damn tiring day for me but luckily it was a weekend.
School was sort of boring as first period was sports.
Din really want to play captain ball, but no choice as the whole class all joined in da fun.
After sports lesson, had a drink and attended Business Stats.
Had a review on Standard Deviation, actually din really know whats is that but definately i will understand if i work hard. =p

Received a sms from miss low saying that she will not be in school and we are release early.
Yay! wOo. so headed to canteen for FISH and CHIPS as USUAL.
Went Home after my breakfast.
Had a long Nap. suppose to go ZOUK.
But I didn't go as I woke up late.
Had my dinner around 10pm.

Monday is the day we gonna choose our Elective.
3 Choices were given:

1. Taxation
2. Entrepreneurship
3. Tourism (New)

I m still confuse don't really know what to choose as I don't want to choose something that is hard for me to adapt or understand.
Most of my class would be taking Taxation.
Outside friends suggested to me Tourism.
But my mind was think Entrepreneurship is not a bad Choice too.
Hahas. Shall make up my mind. =)
I m looking forward to comments.

Erm. I m useless. I finally realise.
Actually I m good at nothing.
So what if you are good at many sports.
If you are real good. You must master at a particular SPORT.
BUT I M NOT.
sigh. =(

Lots of decision waiting for me to decide.

My Schedule is OUT!.

Sat 27 Jan : Work
Sun 28 Jan : Work
Tues 30 Jan : Training
Wed 31 Jan : Driving Lesson

Monday which is 29. I would be avaliable and free.
Most probably i will try to make myself to study.=x
SAY ONLY. donno will i do it?
shall see.

Thursday, January 25, 2007

Finally had my dinner. Yeah, finally got a chance to update my blog.
So tired, had training in school. See some new mates who join TRACK.
cool. JIAYOU to them. X-country is coming so better train hard.
Had Business Stats CA2. It was so bloody difficult as I didn't pay attention during the revision.
So i skipped question 4 , 5 & 6.
Was the 2nd to hand in the paper and i went for breakfast.
Breakfast was yogurt. Papaya + HoneyDew + Oreo Cookies.
YUMMY!

Had Lesson and got da new school rules. SO STRICT!
after lesson, had lunch with favian. BLACK PEPPER CHICKEN NOODLES.
after lunch, slacked at student hub, watch tv and played com.
4pm wnt out of school and acc budiman buy TOTO.
back to school for training.
had a run a Bishan park. =)
Nice and fun but is damn so tiring.

Finally is weekend. So is time to have fun.
whOOs.

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

It was so tiring that I did not post any entries yesterday. Basically after school was tiring, but luckily training was cancel, so my classmates and I took a walk a junction 8 shopping centre.
By luck , saw the 2 champion of the project superstar. So took a picture with them =)

Darren & Me

Me and Diya

Cool huh. =x haha.

Well. I reach home and went for self-training. As X-country is coming and my next training is 25 Jan this thursday. After a short jog, headed home for dinner and got to bed.

It was really that tired. Luckily today no first lesson. Business Com was cancelled. Later 10am still got accounting lesson. just for 2 hr and back home. So stupid. SHOULD I ATTEND?

PENDING.

Sunday, January 21, 2007

tired. my day is tired. =(

Saturday, January 20, 2007

YAWN!. woke up around 8.10am in da morning.
washed up and get to work. almost late but didn't.
was very sleepy during work due to never get enough of sleep recently.

Okay. yesterday Hui Qin suddenly talk to me in MSN.
was telling me about ITE cross country stuffs.
2nd week of Feb is INTER COLLEGUE CENTRAL x-country.
which is also the easier one.
4th week of Feb is the INTER ITE x-country.
which is the tougher one.
was asked to train hard as she is the collegue central captain.

Today worked. served buffet lunch.
as usual. was doing clearing and top-up drinks for da guest.
didn't work for catering side.
also quite lucky as today was raining. so work there = drenched.
after the whole lunch function. cleared the whole d'tent dude to a stupid function.
no choice. we are just part timer. work and don't care. =)
Follow instructions. haha.

knocked off at 4pm. went to load bay located behind downtown east CHEERS.
sat down with woon kiat and talk awhile.
15 mins later. went back to meet others and headed to tampines mall for dinner.
pastamania was dinner. i had no appetite. i only ate garlic bread and drank lemon tea.
after dinner. went to G.I laundry shop visit for awhile.
pass by SGpools. got da temptation to BETTING.
haha. i didnt. i was supposed to BUY SPECIALS.
Liverpool win and Arsenal win.
Liverpool won 2-0. and i was sort of regret i din buy.

Headed to hougang plaza with kenny.
pass $40 to raymond as i owe him which was his pay.
up to 3rd level.
played DOTA for 1 and 1/2 hours. followed by billiard.
had a close game. played 2 game.
1st game i won by just that particular 1 point.
2nd game i won by 8 points as form was back. (using phone)
after billiard was supper at 805.

ate BAN MIAN and drink MILO PENG!
haha. delicious.
headed home by 136.
finally. got a rest. =)
SORE EYES SIA.

Thursday, January 18, 2007

Ok. The day finally has come. It was 18 Jan andwas something I am always looking forward to.
The 1st thing was my Business Communication project presentation finally over, while some of my friends are still struggling for those who need to submit tomorrow.

Well let me talk about how was my presentation. I was very SCARE, as it was my first individual presentation in front of the whole class.
My product is "MP3 Track Shoes"
While presenting, I was like shivering, I got stage fright. I m shy to present.
After presentation I felt that I have finish a war. The feeling is like very good.
I got comments from teachers and friends. =) But I can't really remember what are the comments.
Guys who attended my presentation, don't mind can drop ur comments about my presentation at my tag =)

An example of my Mp3 Track Shoe.

Draw it myself using Paint.

SO AWFUL!

Overall my presentation, was not so good because what I had prepare to present I didnt really presented it out as I was too anxious. I think I still got room for improvement.

2nd thing which I was looking forward to was Tonight At MOS - Ministry Of Sound. Tertiary Flings 4 Party. =) I really wish to enjoy it with my friends and all. I push forward my presentation date due to this damn party. But it worth =)

Sigh. Recently I m feeling very not well and uneasy. I m sick. But what kind of sickness, I don't really know. Is like my stomach is having a problem. But is abit crazy. Sometimes the pain comes and sometimes it goes. The feeling was like so bad. I feel like vomitting sometimes. Recently I have no appeitite to eat but i just try not to skip any meal.

Yesterday was playing soccer @ AMK area. After that went to Shiyuan House, and i measure my weight. I realise that I m losing weight. I lost 4 kg within 1 week. WHAT THE HELL.

OMG! gonna gain back my weight.

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

If you were beside me
Id slip my arm around your waist.

If you were beside me
Id lean over and kiss you with my eyes closed.

If you were beside me
Id tell you 'I love you' one thousand times--------and mean it.

If you were beside me
I wouldnt have to write angsty poems to get through the day.

But, youre not beside me.
So I must remain a prisoner of my own mind.

Slaving over a pen and paper.
Ranting and ravingin my little black book------my own secret world.
Which is unleashed to the world amidst a flurry of criticisms.

Punctuation errors
......grammatically incorrect.

Well, screw meter ,
screw rhyme.

This is not poetry THIS IS MY LIFE!!

Sunday, January 14, 2007

SLACKED FOR DA WHOLE.
WASTE ANOTHER DAY ONCE AGAIN.

went to compass to banking in my cheque/my pay.
so i withdrew $20 for my allowance.
i try to control. Don't physco me guys.
Thanks.
I wanna save.
Thanks Jasmine for lending me money to eat last week.
last week i was really penniless, pathetic and miserable.
Gonna return her money. =)

Well. it was a damn long rainy day and i was shivering.
so cold , the weather was so cold the whole day. I' m freezing.
slacked at home for the whole afternoon. because i don't really dare to bath in such cold weather.
haha, i m so lame. but it was really damn cold even the rain stop when i bath in the evening.
had been online for whole day. to wait for iceprincess to online. she had to pass me the tickets she can't clear. as she knew i gonna get somemore from atom.

so i rang her up. and everything is settle.
so i going to help her clear 60 tickets.
evening, i bought some side dish for my family as dinner.
Chicken Chop, Fries and BBQ Chicken Wings.
After dinner, headed to Downtown East to get my cheque.
and meet kiat.
helped him with some clearing and we went home
It was such a long time i did not work.
I love working, but i hate ppl to owe me money for so long.
that why i stop work, coz i work and i haven even got my pay for about 1 mth?
so damn long. thats why? why should i work for them.
I jollywell stop work.

always looking forward to the happiness and trying to achieve what i want.

Thursday, January 11, 2007

First Driving Lesson

school was slack and fun.
had a class test during business stats.
didnt really know how to do till i get the old copy and use as note to do.
but actually is cannot. but i just do.

reach home. washed up and went online.
chit chat, and 4pm sharp. headed for my driving lesson.
reach there just nice. 4.25pm.
my car no was 107. =)
first lesson was so scary.
learnt about clutch and moving the car.
i even caused dead car a number of time.
but instructor andrew did compliement me.
I WAS A FAST LEARNER.

me and instructor had great chat.
didnt know he was from BISHAN ITE too.
after he told me why he ended up be driving instructor.
when i was driving. it was so stress.
worried i knock the car or make a sudden break.
after 15 mins later. IT RAIN.
so heavily. even the instructor ask me to drive slowly.

I enjoyed my day and also enjoyed driving. =)
looking forward to next lesson.
gonna carry on with my project.
haven started with any idea yet.
GOD help me. =)

Tertiary Flings 4 @ MOS - 18 Jan 07 (Thurs)
Grab your Free Tickets Now. Grab from me =)
Free Entry from 9pm - 11pm.
Be There Early. e.g 8? or 8 plus.
TO PREVENT disappointment.
Have Fun.

Yesterday was sort of anxious and ended up was so happy.
Passed my BTT and looking forward to my prac.
my prac is going to be later. =) first prac.

School was as usual boring.
Catch a movie with Favian, Shiyuan and Vincent at J8 today
watched Night at the Museum.
It was funny and touching.
Penniless now =( OMG! had been spending fast.
especially on food.
used up every single cent on COMFORT DRIVING CENTRE!
OMG. gonna work hard to pay my fee.

18 January 2007
Tertiary Flings IV @ Ministry Of Sound.
Free Party. Free Entry From 9pm - 11pm
Be there by 8 plus to prevent long queue or disappointment
Tickets Available =) Grab it from me. Is Free.
Grab it Fast. Avavilable 11/50

Monday, January 08, 2007

School Reopen!

wasnt late for school. mac was for breakfast.
just didn't went for morning assembly.
so attendence was marked "zero"
it was the Jan07 intake. they watch nice performance esp. the dance.
I like it!! OMG.

Back Back Back To Class.
Only did stats assignment and went off for break.
had fish and chips as usual, as it was a monday.

slack with the other 4 PEEPS @ hub.
accounting lesson was boring is what i could say.
wasnt paying attention as i lost interest.

met d.duck for coffee at compass and he fetch me home =) thanks.
just awaiting for tmr. but i just cant finish my projects on time.

Sunday, January 07, 2007

my com is up once again.
thanks kenny. made my com up.
he is sick. take care bro.

thanks sj for the song.

what i had done during the past 3 weeks holidays?
i should reflect myself.
what i did is only enjoy, work and slack.
where's my homework, project and assignments?
i did nothing.
i don't have the sense of urgency. thats all.

is so many times i really wanted to wake up.
but i did not. is always when the due is coming i will be panic.
what for? fail IT.
let it be.

let me go if i aint the one.
i don't love being trap.
i rather change myself.

Friday, January 05, 2007

my computer is down. I need to get it fix.
my project i haven even started. i am about to get the idea.
but how to start? who will help!

i changed alot. i m last time de liang sheng. =)
I think is a good thing for me. but is a bad thing for others.
u happy, be my friend. u unhappy, then go away.
i survive on my own. thats it.