and I was waiting under the sun for you.
Saturday, May 31, 2008
Sentosa - Finallyafter a month of laziness. FINALLY i hit the beach. jz and paige didn't turn up. kinda disappointed. good weather. didn't rain at all until around 5pm? couldn't hit ball properly as due to my elbow injuries. I guess I might not even play for a long term. Was quite fun although went there alone with weilun. This time round we didn't join others as due to some reason. Breadtalk was my breakfast/lunch. Water is insufficient as we were lazy to walk all the way to 7-eleven just to get our booze. Downtown East to grab my very very long time ago pay and dinner with the usuals at Ti-amo. Service wasn't really good there, they never even top up our freaking ice water and the waitress there were freaking slack and attitude.
Home Sweet Home.
Not really feeling so great inside. Now I really know what does a busybody does and I m one once. Effort made not appreciated. Gimme a break then. *goodbye*
Friday, May 30, 2008
It's just too complicatedIt is not easy or rather I can say simple to carry on with such life. Complicated person whom work in a complicated place with a complicated life. It has been rather hard over my side as things happened which I would want it to be in this way. Even opportunity wasn't there to call me on. The toughest moment of my life have arrived, I guess. No one can help but just myself but I hope I can bear till the end without any grumble. Stabs here and there. I never really care. What for? Sometime I understand that there is no other choice but are just stating the facts. I believed and hope I will still alive by then.
Finally got a late shift and it's on a friday night. I hope everything will be fine by then. It's the crucial time and moment so I jolly go with the flow. I rather sacrifice myself to make the world happy frankly speaking. I don't mind being rookie as I just hope I can bring joy to everyone especially happiness. I walked away.
bed-time. I dozed off. zZzzZz
Be back when the time is right.
Thursday, May 29, 2008
WHAT a day?phew... thanks to those who tried to make my drunk and those who speak to me and made my day. Thanks. whisky, brandy, beer, tequila. :) No problem. Thanks everyone. Thanks zhen,ang,edmund,andy,nelson, etc... thanks for moving in the way i live in. Thanks for everything today. I m really tired. I need a break. I don't know what I want and I feeling the way is wrong. I will never success. Failure is on my path.
cha jian er guo............
Monday, May 26, 2008
Reply to Bitchingsenyaj : Thanks alot. but sometimes things are just mended not to be solved.
25/05/08 - Sunday
my very off day. wasn't really great as someone actually did wake me up when I was having my beauty sleep. Supposed to go IKEA to hunt for my room some new furniture before going for my National Service. Finally get my locked heart out. Thanks for lending this listening ear. Well, headed to Town after my lunch, was so unlucky that handphone batt fully flat and made me can't even SMS or call my friend to actually ask them where are they and also to meet them where. It was really a stupid one as I can't contact anyone and I m having blisters on my left foot so don't really feel like going anywhere. So i jollywell took bus 14 straight went to siglap. Reach VIE after around 30 mins later? went to collect my Taxi Claims and some other money settlement. Was really pissed off been cheated to get down while I get nothing in the end is like actually they themselves haven't even settle among themselves. WTH! made me so pissed and wasted trip. is so tiring for me to travel here and there. from north east - central. from central - east. from east back to north east. Reached home and straight away drop on the bed till today morning. I guess I was really tired.
Well this week schedule will be abit tough which I got full shift daily except for weekends. :)
Friday will be working late shift. Saturday will be Off I guess. Sunday for sure no work :)
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Nahs, not really that great.Not taking part in the Velocity Volleyball Festival 2008 anymore. Registration is full. Damn. Why so unlucky? Just recieved that E-mail saying the registration is full. Arghh.. Been wanting to take part that Comp but is fated.
Graduation Day 13 - May - 2008
Graduated from ITE. :) Higher Nitec In Accounting.
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Everything Goes WrongI m living in an unhappy and rookie way. It is totally unfair to me sometimes.
Goodbye.
Reply to Bitchings
eSm: Thanks eSmond for tagging.Yeah, thanks for the encouragement.
Unlucky day for Me
It was really a bad day for me although I finally get some rest as didn't have to go work these few days. Morning went to temple with parents so as I will pass by cash deposit machine, decided to bring my pay to deposit. $660, i lost it. WTF. very pissed man. I rather spend it on betting rather than lose it without any reason. Didn't bet as i start to cut down all my habits. I really wish to know where I had lost/drop my cash. It is not $6.60, it is $660. Very de-moralising. Well, vesak day. went to temple to pray and get some blessing. I prayed for my brudder to let him recover fast. Work was during the evening.
A very nice brudder of mine. My injuries 5 years ago may not compare to urs. I was really upset to hear you in this way. You are the one always scold me for anyhow ride and chiong red light, I was lost of words after I recieved that call that you were in hospital. When i was with clutches, you will be there and visit me and play Playstation with me. But now I just hope you can recover fast and I just want you to talk to me like last time. Lastly I also wish to hear you and sing Hokkien Song together. I will always be there for you cause you were there when I m in trouble. Just stay strong and recover fast and I will sing Hokkien song with you.
Me, Kiat, Don , Jie.
I wish we can chill out at LK as like before. I wish you could be like last time ring me and I will go to ur house to play along with you and your comp. I wish to go swimming together with you. I wish you would ring me and we take bus to holland rd again. Just be strong and recover fast. I will always be praying for you to recover fast.
dear god , pls help kiat. :)
thank you.
I m still quite glad to hear that kiat is recover fast and getting better each day.
Work:
A ROM function. 3 Litres Martell. 2 Bottles Chivas. Never ending Beer. Sing, Drink and Drunk. Not me but them. Busy night today. Demand customers. Saw the mess and the glasses they used, * faints * Thanks alondra whom came down and help us just for that 3 hours. Really Appreciate it. Thanks Lao Ban Niang, washing those glasses. =X Thanks Ah Ang for that delicious Mee Pok w/o chilli from Tanglin Shopping Centre. Thanks Ah Tiam for the wedges, fries, nuggets, chicken wings to fill my stomach. Thanks Ah Yong for the trip home. Thanks Jonathan for working hand in hand with me without any grumble. Thanks Edmund lastly for accepting us in this way even we will slacking.
Sunday, May 18, 2008
Things are unpredictableIt has been a hard time for me reecently. Lots of things had happened around me. Majority are those bad ones. I wonder this year I thought of having a wonderful year but no, many bad things had happened. Firstly my brudder, woon kiat is hospitalised due to an accident while he was cycling. I hope he will get well soon and recover fast. I believe he is strong enough to pull through this. He is a great friend, brother and colleague. Second thing was can you thought of such things will happened that a friend you just met a few days ago had passed away. I had just saw him a few days ago, and yesterday when someone actually told me he had passed away yesterday morning because he fell down during his work while he was throwing rubbish. He fell and hit his head and that's it. WTF. Why such things will happened? It so sudden, everything, very sudden.
God, I just wanna pray that everything will go fine on me and everyone surrounding me.
Thank you.
Thursday, May 15, 2008
I think I don't have a choice.You are totally forcing me to one end.
Can't I just have peace?
Freaking stressed up. I m just that unlucky.
I m tired. Really tired.
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
It is 4.15am.I m feeling so UPSET.
mood : totally down.
bye.
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
Back for UpdatesFinally get to wake up so early to play my beloved computer. Work wasn't that bad as 5 May. Had slowly adapt and adjust the standard of working down there. Working night seems no life as we really gets very tired and sleep till the next afternoon and prepare to get to work again. 2ndly I only get to see my Sister and Dad once a week which is on Sunday. The people there are nice and even the bosses are great. Supper after work at Jalan Kayu with Boss,Manager and our driver.
Well. So many owning , I m in debt I guess. I wish to clear off all debts ASAP. Please HELP ME.
My schedule is totally in a mess. I have no time to do my other stuffs. I guess I can't proceed in achieving my goals.
SATURDAY will be beach for me. Please meet early if u guys wanna help me. =x Thanks.
SUNDAY will be working at Downtown East.
Next TUESDAY will be graduation ceremony at Macpherson ITE. Will be wearing formal and tie to recieve my award.
Others will be working, slacking, lessons, or outing. :) CHEERS guys. And Please Book Me In Advance as so I can take off to attend your activity but I only could assure you 50%.
Monday, May 05, 2008
3May - SentosaIt has been such a long time i headed to the beach. Finally get my ass down there. Although I reach there very late this time, but i still enjoy with the sun and volleyball. finally get to meet paige but not jz. Play volleyball. here and there. set a nice high ball for mr MOHAWK!. He smack the ball. He thunder the ball straight direct at my mouth. Bleed just flow out of my gums and lips. Everyone was like : OMG! are you okay. and I was fine and I told them I m okay. and Mr MOHAWK was actually so guilty and keep saying sorry to me. Left the beach around 4pm. quite early but have no choice.
Is time to train up my fitness already. I been slacking alot, beside that I had been drinking. time to cut down.
