and I was waiting under the sun for you.
Friday, March 16, 2007
some stuff can't be hurry.
everything takes time to learn and get into the right or correct ways.
but some just understand.
It was war since last week and finally everything is over which allow me to get off my mind.
But suddenly some bad stuffs came to my mind.
why must it always be in this way.
studies? work? money?
I'm just too tired. seriously very tired about everything in my life.
just need to get out.
I am broke, I want to work, I can't. I m lazy.
How am I gonna survive,
It was you all who wanted me in this way.
Now I m at the dead end.
I admit I over-spent.
But is my leisure for working hard for the past 18 years in my life.
Whats wrong with rewarding myself once.
sometime i feel that i m damn stupid.
just very useless. sacrifice everything.
what did i have in return?
is just a simple word.
'NOTHING'