♣ R I D E R; and I was waiting under the sun for you.

and I was waiting under the sun for you.

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Sometimes is just not that simple.
I have been trying very hard, just that i couldn't make myself awake.
It have a been a long tiring weeks as I am having a very exclusive packed schedule.

Sometimes I really think that life is not just only work and studies, is about enjoy.
But I don't even know what I really want.
Am I too greedy?
I want to win, I want to achieve, I want this, I want that.
I tried questioning myself what I really want, but I just couldn't get an answer.
Not even GOD answer me.

I planned my schedule nicely, I followed. But my activites are too tiring.
Everytime after my activites, I felt tired and I am off to bed.
I tried not to skip dinner, but sometimes is just the TIREDNESS.
My life is about SPORTS. I should try to let go.
I need the energy. I need the alertness. I need the power.

Someone introduce me some drugs. I tot of it. But I didn't.

School was uninteresting nowadays. I chosen my elective.
I took entrepuership, not sure whether i get in anot.
My class 85% chosen Personal Taxation, and some even physco me to join them.
Sorry guys, is not i don't want to join. It is about my interest.
Because I don't want to repeat some history again.

Had fun during lunch after school.
Always looking forward to the craps me and friends getting together.
That was my happiest entertainment.

Reach home and had an hour NAP.
Woke Up, wash up and proceed to driving lesson.
Wasn't that great, almost met an accident. =(
Only manage to get 1 CHOP!
waste my $$ .
I hate it. I gonna learn seriously.
I don't care. BY MAY.

Once again , tomorrow will be a long day. Having training and WITS meeting.
All the best for tmr to me. =p