and I was waiting under the sun for you.
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
TIME is realli precious nowadays. i have not much time left. i left lots things done imcomplete. i am really tired. just needa some nap in the evening. woke up. cant study?! perharps i m slacking too much. i am just worried about my result. not about other things. should i ever gif up on study? studies is so difficult and expectation are so high nowadays. i hope time can pass slowly. i cant c0pe my stuff. i hope some stuff can be completed in the upcoming future. i might disappoint everyone. i scare i might disappoint U. everyone, friends in my life. i just dun have the time. nothing can be done. shouldnt hab slack in the first place.
school wasnt tat much fun today. was like i skip the first 6 period of my lessons. walking around in school wif my bag. wnt to D&T room go find my fren. after the 6 period follow by recess. wnt recess. didnt had tat appetite to eat, kiat ask my accompany him to queue up and eat. so i did so. trying not to disappoint anyone. after recess was chinese. teacher finished wat she wanted to teach, den allow us do our own things. was smsing or rather sleeping. ringss. CL period ended. help teacher to carry the radio to 3 charity. den headed to library for my english lesson. SUPPOSED to have test. oh. my previous english test got 9 pts. c0z i nv really do and put in effort. den teacher go thru the corrections. everyone was like nv realli care there is a teacher and tok among themselves. miss teo was fed up. she dun 1 teach. she decided to teach oral skills. quite boring too. den she said since we are so tired and bored, she decided to show us a book tat she had published and wrote herself about CATS. it was really interesting and fun having cats. those pics were really cute and sweet. BUDDEN i scare of cats. harharx. although her lesson has over, but no 1 left the class c0z of her story and pics of CATs are really interesting. Cats can even sleep like a human being lying head to the pillow. open the fridge and seek for food. watch tv. after tat 5 faith guys about 15 of us went to basketball court played soccer. was quite fun. never had such an exciting game. my skills deproved. i simply just cant play football anymore. i carn even kick a BALL. such a disgrace. SS remedial start at 3.15 i tink. we wnt up at 3.30. was late. went in. teacher teach source base. then was given assignment to be completed. but me and another 2 frens of mine went off. c0z i tink tat is a waste of time and besides tat, teacher mentioned finish ur 2 source based qns, and i m satisfied wif ur ans and u are released. i dun tink i will do a great job. therefore i might not be released. so i wnt off without any permission. although this is rude or bad but i dun care. the first tot was i didnt wan to attend her lesson. was kinda unlucky c0z geo remedial was postponed so her lesson move forward. so my bag was in class tats why. wnt home after tat. cooked my dinner and washed up den was dinner time. after dinner i wnt to take a nap. in order to regain my energy. i really need it. i carn afford to lose any nowadays.
I've failed over and over again in my life. And that's why i succeed.
